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It's pointless to struggle when you're falling into pieces.
Kisses.
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Monday, September 23, 2013
Hey! I'm back for a new post ~ Anyway, I just wanna say something. I MISS REDCROSS ✚ I miss the trainings - Footdrill, Outdoor Activities, Evacuation, Red Cross Knowledge and First Aid. I miss those times where we stood under the blazing hot sun, brushing up our drills and perspiring like hell, and we would complain to each other how tired we were, drinking water like our lives depended on it. I miss the Combined UG Camp in 2011, where all the UGs come together and attended a camp. I had so much fun making new friends, bonding with them and learning more about their CCA. I also miss parade rehearsals, where we would redo the march in and march out continuously until Sir was satisfied. Yes, we complained. Yes, we pon training, but in the end, we still marched proudly during the actual day of the parade. I will miss the seniors scolding us during Sec 1-3, ensuring our discipline was up to standard. I remember collapsing on my bed once I reach home from school every Friday after CCA. With muscle aches, cramps and headaches. But I think it was all worth it. I miss attending school camps as a First Aider. Sec 1 Orientation, Student Leaders' Camp, Scouts Camp, etc. I enjoy treating the casualties' injuries, though for us, no business is good business. I really learnt a lot by experience. I remember participating in NDP'2011 too! I passed the auditions but was kicked out halfway cause I deproved so much that the Sirs and Ma'ams couldn't take it anymore HAHAHAHA but it was a good experience though! Reporting at 7am and dismissed at 5pm. Tiring, but enjoyable! I will also not forget going to the HQ for Accredidation, jumping for joy when I learnt that I passed and got the badge. But one thing I will miss the most is my batchmates, the Chickenians. When I first came in to Red Cross, I never thought that this group of awesome people would mean so much to me 3 years down the road. We had endless quarrels, arguments and disagreements but the bond between us stands strong. They were the ones who didn't judge me, was always there for me and definitely the ones who made my journey in Red Cross memorable. Thank you, every single one of you. I'll never forget you all, 12 pokkehs ❤ The most memorable day in Red Cross was Speech Day'2013. We were in school at 9am, all hyped up and ready for the parade in the evening but it rained heavily so the parade could not be formed up. We were all devastated and cried in the holding room. NCC sang 'Rain Rain Go Away' but it still didn't help. Everyone was crying, hugging and comforting each other. It was a very heartwarming moment for me. I remember the other UGs looking in to our room, giving us the oh-my-god-why-are-they-crying kind of face hahahaha. In the end, we all calmed down, did a cheer and exited the holding room in all smiles. Then, we formed up for the Wet Weather Programme. I was sad because my batchmates could not march their last parade but I was also thinking if the rain was a good thing too. Without the rain, we wouldn't have bonded so strongly as a unit. Red Cross, thank you for giving me endless of unforgettable memories. Graduating from Red Cross as a Staff Sergeant, I will always look back on my journey and smile, thinking of all the fun times spent with my batch and unit.


Friday, September 6, 2013

Been 1 year since I updated this dead page hooo mai god. Many things happened within this one year yupyup. But i'm too lazy to blog about them so I shall just fast forward to N levels ahaha.
Time flies, I'm a Sec4 taking N levels soon. It felts like its just yesterday when I first set foot in Jurong Secondary Secondary school, met my first friend, Jamie and my current best friends Fiona , XiaoQi and Elin !
To be honest, I'm quite afraid of my upcoming N levels as I'm not academically strong. Worst thing is, I'm worried, but I'm not doing anything about it. All i do everyday is eat, sleep and use twitter. My dream is to enter Sec5 and then go to NgeeAnn Poly's Nursing course with a cut-off point of 26< . I don't know but that goal feels to distant now. Yes I tried to study but it does not seem to be working. I study for like 10mins then I get distracted by my phone. Yes, my phone is my biggest distraction but I need it to listen to songs while I study. Without it, I can't study. I think there's something really wrong with me.
It's the last lap. 1 more month till the huge, major examinations which decides my life. I really hope I can get at least a B3 for all my subjects so that I can qualify to go to Sec5 and maybe do my parents proud. Come to think of it, I haven't done anything to make them proud of me... yet. So I plan to use this N level as an opportunity to make them proud. I'll try to. No wait, I will.
Teachers' Day has just passed, which is the last school event I will be attending in my Sec4 life. I really will miss my class, 4D. We came in as strangers last year as 3D'12 but in a short span of 1 year, we became quite bonded now. Maybe its because of the Cambodia trip last year but Nevertheless, we're like a family now, a class of brothers and sisters.
I've developed an interest to writing stories recently and I've been writing stories for my friends. They tell me that it's nice and I'm really encouraged by that. So I was thinking of being an author if I fail to enter the Nursing Course. But is there any course for writing? Hmm. But I gotta brush up on my Vocabulary and Grammar first ahaha.
Well, short post to update this dead blog ahaha. Will post again soon. Bye lovelies ♥


Sunday, March 18, 2012
Since school is reopening tmr , i decided to post since i think i wouldn't be using my laptop for a while now .

Common test is on week 3 & mid year is in week 6 . Tons of homework to do but so little time . I have problems catching up in POA because i don't understand a word MrKor is saying , even if i'm listening attentively in class . My biggest problem is P R O C R A S T I N A T I O N . I would lie lazily on my bed , telling myself '5 more minutes and i'll get up .' But that 5 mins will usually become an hour . And in the end , i would fail to do the things i plan to do on that day . Sigh :/ Okay enough whining .

This whole week i really slacked ALOT . After breaking camp on Tuesday because i had a headache , i went to see a doctor , went home , flew onto my bed & slept . I woke up at around 1am in the morning . The rest of the week , i stayed at home watching Suite Life Of Zack & Cody . They're so hot OMG ♥


CUTE RIGHT ! HAHAHA

Okay then on Friday i headed to NUH to check on my skin :/ DrHsiao is so cool ! He checks people's health , say what happened to them & BAM ! He earns >$30 for each patient . Omg being a specialist in something is really damn cool . I admire him :) Someday , imma be like him . LOL TRICIA WHO ARE YOU KIDDING .

Okay so school is starting soon , exams are coming . I guess i should just chiong all the way ? HAHA .

Congratulations for being the Male Best Cadet Unit 2012 ! You're so cool


Thursday, March 15, 2012
Haven't posted for a looooong looooong time . Was busy with schoolwork & CCA so couldn't post . I don't even think people would read my blog anyways hahaha . I shall just do a random post ya .

Sec 3 life is both fun & annoying . Fun because my class is awesome . Annoying cos of the teachers . Nuff said . So i was appointed by MissTay , my form teacher , to be the monitress of the class . Well so far i don't think i really led the class . The leading will always be Benjamin , who have really really good leadership qualities . I admire him . Heh .


Here's a photo of us . Pardon our retarded faces HAHAHA

So i attended the sec 1 camp as a first aider . 8 - 9th March . Okay i looked like a fool dragging a huge luggage behind me on 8th March , Thursday , to school . Thousands of people asked me why i brought it and i was like , there's a gigantic pillow inside . YES . Okay so i attended class and at 1.15 , i left for duty . I exchanged the RedCross room key with my Ez-link card and we left our stuff in the RedCross room . We went to had lunch . Western foooooood !!! After that packed the first aid kit & waited for Kimberley . At 2.15 , she finally came down . She went to eat then change then we talked & slacked in the RedCross room until 3.10 , when the sec 1s finished their briefing and came for games . There were many casualties . There's 1 whose shin was hurting , one who got hit with a ball & face got bruised , one whose knee was bleeding & one who sprained her ankle .

We brought her back into the RedCross room . Called MrSam & he called her parents & sent her home . Poor child :( Okay then it was dinner time . We had fried rice with chicken . Woohoo i love chicken ! Then we sat outside the RedCross room & eat . Then Yiling said we look like barbarians eating in the wild & everyone started laughing like mad . I bet the sec 1s in the canteen could hear our laughter LOL . Then Kimberley told more jokes which made everyone laugh even more . Yanling laugh until cry sia HAHAHAHA . And i think i laughed the loudest LOL . Then after that slacking time for the rest of the night ! Decided to shower after the sec 1s which is around ..... 9pm ? Then MrWan told us that we should have showered before they did LOL . After shower , we went up to the hall to watch the sec 1s talent night .


Here's an unclear picture of the sec 1s having their talent night.

And i took some pictures with Yiling ! :D














OK MAINTAIN

Sorry for the unglams hahahahaha . Oh talking about unglams , i still have 2 unglam photos of Yiling which i promised her i wouldn't upload ^^ . Then after that saw Gregory limping and i brought him to the RedCross room and sprayed salonpas . I massaged his leg abit too . Then he returned to the hall for duty . Then after that talk & laughed abit then slept at around 11pm . When its around 12.30am , the facilitators knocked on our door for antiseptic cream . Then Kimberley told us the next morning that they knocked on our door for countless of times , which only woke Kimberley up LOL .

The next morning , Haziq & Joben came to wake us up . Yiling & I were the last ones to wake up LOL . Then went to wash up & change . Ate breakfast then went for duty . At 9+ , Yiling & I decided to go to our classes for the preparation of war games .







*More photos at facebook

in the end , our class lost . But we won the best dressed teacher award !


Benjamin , Jerald & MissTay !!

Hahahah Then after that went for training & went home :)

Wow what a long post hahahahaha :D


Wednesday, November 30, 2011
MALACCA TRIP ! 271111 - 291111

Day 1
Woke up at 5.30 , did last minute packing and all those then dad drove me to school's mac . Waited for ShuTing then had breakfast . Left mac at 6.45 then walked to school . Took some pictures while waiting for the bus .






Then bus-ed to woodlands checkpoint . Slept on the bus LOL . Tour guide introduced himself as MrAliff . He's quite funny and his laugh is A-W-E-S-O-M-E . Everyone on the bus laughed when he laughed . His laugh is like , 'Eheheheheh' . Y'know those tiko type . But not so tiko . LOL WHAT I TALKING . k back to main point . Passed immigration blablabla then had lunch .



Okay that's not all we ate . I just took the dessert . MeiLing ate all the vegtables ! LIKE SERIOUSLY ALL LOL . Then everyone was asking her if she was vegetarian or not then she said no LOL . Then went to visit Hang Tua's well . Its VERY deep & big .



MrAliff asked us to try throwing the bucket into the well and try to fetch some water out . He said people last time collected water from this well to bathe , wash clothes and do everything that needs water . And it was dug by the dutch (?) LOL idk i think . Then KekLiang , LeeShan , Yvonne and TzeLing tried . LeeShan tried to throw the bucket , but she didn't know that the rope wasn't tied , so she threw , then there isn't any rope for her to pull the bucket back up . Everyone was like , OHHHHHHHHHHHH . Then someone said , 'Next time you can tell your children or grandchildren that you are the one who made one of the buckets sink into the well .' Then everyone laughed LOL . Then LeeShan was embarrassed . Then proceeded to look at some thingys LOL . Took some pictures . Will be up on facebook .

Then after that , we went to look at some random statue in a temple . And another well .




Then it rained , so went back to the hotel . This is how the bed looks like :



It looks something like that . Got it from google LOL . It's really comfty ! Then slack until 5.30 then went down . Took some photos then went for dinner .



Dinner was awesome ! Then after that went back to the hotel . Ordered room service . FRENCH FRIES AWYEAH <3 . Went to ShuTing's room and shared fries with her then went back room watch tv watch until sleep . Then couldn't sleep at all omg keep disturbing YanLing hahaha :B YiLing and Amanda came over to our room and sleep ! Oh and not forgetting another awesome roommate , YUNRONG !

Will post day 2 tmr or when i'm free :)


Tuesday, November 8, 2011

You spin my head right round , right round

SPECIAL DEDICATION FOR FIONAWONGZHIMEI


The one on the right ; Fiona Wongwongwong

SHE is the girl who is crazily in love with a guy .
SHE is the girl who will stick by me through thick and thin .
SHE is the girl whom i only trust .
SHE is the girl who is good at hiding her feelings and emotions from others . BUT NOT ME HAHAHAHA
SHE is the girl that will sit beside me and hear me pour out all my endless problems to her .
SHE is the girl who always complain about having a lot of homework and being very tired .
SHE is the girl that will try to make me laugh whenever i'm sad or angry .
SHE is the girl that has a weird appetite .
SHE is the girl that loves CodySimpson alot .
SHE is the girl who will keep all my secrets safe with her .
SHE is the girl who i can be myself with .
SHE is the girl who will just laugh it off when i take unglam photos of her .
SHE is the girl who is weird but funny .
SHE is the girl who like to flick my ponytail .
SHE is the girl who will say that i am short and not she's tall whenever i say that she's tall .
SHE is a bitch , a fucker , an asshole , piece of crap . BUT FUCK THAT , I STILL LOVE HER ♥

Erm yeah , the above post is for FionaWong , my 2 years best friend . I just want her to know how awesome she is and i appreciate what she had done with/for me for these 2 years .

YAY WE NEXT YEAR SAME CLASS ♥


Saturday, October 29, 2011

Just when i felt like giving up on us , you turned around and gave me one last touch , that made everything feel better , but even then my eyes got wetter

CONFESSIONS

#1 : I hate running after the bus , it makes me look retarded . Even if i'm very late , i still won't run after it .

#2 : I am a very sensitive & emotional person .

#3 : I hate math

#4 : I hate it when people look at me when i'm eating . It's like , i got food to eat you jealous sibo ?

#5 : I hate it when people make fun of my crush .

#6 : I love the number 14

#7 : I love SHINee , esp Key .

#8 : I love JSSRCY

#9 : I play audition . ign : Siaogiina16

#10 : I blast music whenever i am sad

#11 : It's best not to provoke me whenever i'm sad or angry . Or you will bear the consequences . No matter how old you are .

#12 : I love food

#13 : I'm scared of heights , the dark , dogs and especially COCKROACHES . they disgust me eww

#14 : I love my batchmates ! ( GanJingwen , OngWeeEe , CharmaineLee , TohQianHui , KwaZhiyin , KwaFangyin , Nur Haziqah , AnthonyLee , WongYiling ; Laogong ♥ , TanYanling , LeeGekTing , KimberleyCheng , YeoJialei , ChongXuanJing ) ♥♥♥

#15 : Once i sleep , nothing can wake me up . Must wait for me to wake up by myself .

#16 : I hardly sleep during the holidays

#17 : I love watching korean drama

#18 : I'm that kind of girl that sits on the bed with the headphones on , waiting for his text .

#19 : I hate remedials , even though i know that it is good for us .

#20 : I hardly listen to chinese songs .

DONE !